Day Three:

There is nothing to say,
Nothing we could do to change what was already destines to end...
Even if it’ll be regrets, or even a broken heart...
I don’t have the courage to change what I ought to do then...
No amendment done can undo our pain,
No miracle would reverse this suffering we both had over these years.
Even so...
All we ever selfishly desire was just to put an ending to our miserable past.
It’s coward of us to hurt others like this and pretend that it’ll be better later.
But when? When would everything be better?
Another 10 years? Or another 15 years more?
Honestly...
How long does it take one to forget this?
How long would it take to heal one heart?
How much more does one have to give to see freedom for themselves?
Even i don’t have an answer to that.

"Mum, this would be the last time i call you that.
There are so many secrets between us.
So many lies and unhappiness present in our lives.
We both tried pretending to be happy, but who are we trying to lie to?
We couldn’t even say words to comfort each other’s pain...

There are traces of regrets in our action.
But all we both ever did was hurt each other more.
But mum, I tried to make you like me. But it’s difficult.
Our days are coming to an end...
As promise! I’ll take my leave now and disappear from your life.
All you have to promise me is...
You’ll find the happiness you deserve in life.
And i will miss you and slowly forget you..."