So far..

There is me here standing right next to you..
Even so I find that it's the most difficult to reach you..
At times I don't seem to understand your thoughts but now..
I fail to be your dearest..

I wanted so much to be where ever you are..
But no matter how hard I try, I'll never could reach your heart,

When you needed a friend, I fail to become one.. even when I'm so near.
When you needed a hug, I didn't know how to hold you.
When you needed comfort, I couldn't give you any.
When you needed strength, I didn't have any to share with you.
When you cry painfully... I could never wipe those tears away.
And when your heart is badly wounded..
I still can't take away your pain or do anything to ease your sufferings.

Even when I'm there..
My touch became transparent to you,
My voice become silence to your ears,
And my presence was never notice by you..

To me...
Your every step leaves me with emptiness and pain..
Although I was near but your every words, makes me sound so distance..
That even as I'm crying and shouting at you, My presence was there...
But my soul and voice were so far.. far away...
Evaporated into the sky.........