goodbye

Making it the only chance i have..
I learn to say good bye..
Good bye to life, pain, loneliness.. and love..
Learning to leave it's never easy..
Counting the numbers of day you left till it's over, is even harder..

For love...Despite my love for you..

I came to realize that it was never enough to keep you with me.. It never was..

I wanted so much to be where you are..But i became afraid.. Afraid of myself...

If i could lie for just a moment longer just so you could stay with her forever..
As away to say good bye without regrets..
I'll do it willingly..

I thought i was the victim here..

Later on i found out, everything was a lie..

I was the third person..

I took everything away from her...

Her family, friends, her life.. and now her love..

As much as i apologise..

I never could take away the amount of pain i left her with...

And here i was..
As selfish as i am..
I could never be true in loving someone..
A part from pain.. what else am i capable of?
I just want to make the situation right again..
By returning you to her..
It the only right thing to do.. believe me it's the hardest to fulfill
Even if it hurt my heart the most..
I'll learn to say goodbye this way..

I know somewhere deep inside you.. you must have loved her once....

All I'm asking you is to live it well by forgetting me..

Give her a chance to be the one to hold your heart again..

And i hope you find that love before i truly say good bye..