Blown away with the wind.. my love.

Death has finally came,
Taking you away from my arms,
Leaving nothing at hold,
How do you love someone whose ashes blown by the winds?
Nothing left behind except your pictures.
And memories of you still lingers here,
I stood here in the corner where the sunshine,
Here is the warmest corner where your scent your touch,
Strongly felt just by sitting here cuddle my soul.
When I miss you the most, unbearable...
My heart cried the tears that I couldn’t when I sent you away,
I needed the strength to live this trough,
So forgive me if I throw away your things,
I need to let you go since the day I choose the wind to carry you away.
I know it’ll take a while before I could live again.
But I need to do this for me,
It’s not that I hate you for leaving me here alone,
But I needed to live with this chapters of you closed,
Before I die here crying every minute because I missed you so.
Your depart was the biggest blow I had swallow alone.
I thought I was strong enough to hold it in me,
But I guess I wasn’t that strong as I thought I was,
I thought I became numb that first night without you here,
But as the night grow with each passing day,
The loneliness makes me scared of forgetting you,
The darkness keeps coming and the silence in this room...
Were all my fears I used to cry for in your arms then?
Please forgive me my love,
I apologise with all my heart for this.
If I forget and go now,
Even if it thew away your things and half of these pictures of you,
I promise you one thing, with all my heart you’ll be the only person,
I truly and always will be in loved with you.
Somewhere in the depth of my heart you’ll be the only one,
That occupies the corners of it.
I promise you this.
So love if you had to leave, Go...