your memories...

I understand...
The fear one has if a precious friend suddenly wakes up,
I’m always afraid that your memories would come back.
When you remember,
Everything real will become a lie in a blink.
Whatever that makes you happy now might only hurt you later.
I know I shouldn’t hide the truth about my heart.
But I gamble on everything that day when you told me you loved him.
I gamble on luck against destiny and love against ignorance,
I give up my heart to keep yours at hand,
And risk everything for the love you had attained above my own.
I knew ever since I had hurt him so much,
By making him accept you, loved you and stayed by you.
I saw through his eyes how much it grief him to let love like ours go,
Likewise we both did what was necessary for you,
Even it’s against our heart against our love... for a friend.
The time may continue to bring you both together,
But it’ll never decrease the amount of fear I had,
If your memories comes back.
You’ll hate me by then.
And that a risk I must take even if my intention was good.