Reflection of her i need to let go.

I was her reflection,
In your eyes, I’m always her.
A vision that always makes your heart skipped.
While looking at me,
It’s her shadow that you only notice not mine.
While I spent the time looking at you,
You, whom made my heart beat a seconds faster,
While looking at you, while trying my best to love you.
Trying my hardest to be myself but keeping a piece of her in my heart.
The time always stopped the moment our eyes met.
The heart that yearns for you to see me and only me...
Hurts when I know you imagine me as her all the time.
Even though I give so much to be different from her,
Just because I had her heart... it’ll still be her that you see.
Her whom you loved had gone with the wind,
Always awaits your presence in heaven..
But I'm here waiting for you to turn around and look at me,
Stood there long enough for you to see but you never would.
My heart burns everyday, the disappointment I had,
Knowing you couldn’t let go,
I got tired of waiting at the side lines,
If I want to be happy for once,
Then I got to choose between you and my life.
If I knew having a new heart would make you come to my arms,
But only to wound me with memories of the owners heart,
Then I wished I never had it in the first place?
I never want to love for the first time if I knew I’ll be hurt.
So I choose my life without you.
I don’t need love if it’s broken and painful.
That’s not how love should be at all.
Me longing for you all the time,
While you stubbornly stayed here looking for pieces of me that resembles her.
Not any more... I’m letting myself go,
Allowing you to have this last moment by yourself to think...
While I decide to turn away and leave you first.