I remember how i always tell you,
“You’ll be my first and my last.”
But if I tell you now, that you’re not my only one,
Will you hate me for that?
I couldn’t help myself to always want her,
To love her just the same way I’ve loved you.
I needed her in my life,
My heart wanted her here so bad.
Even though I know it’ll hurt you,
I gamble my luck to make her stay by me through out .
I wouldn’t tell you my regrets for breaking your heart.
Because if I say so, then I’m betraying love itself.
I wouldn’t make you stay to see me as a man i was before,
Nor will I let her leave so i could have you.
I know no matter how much I hope you stay to understand me,
It’s only my wishful thinking you’ll see through me.
Her, I needed her to make me see life i missed the most.
The freedom I wanted to cherish with her,
I wouldn’t force you to accept my hunger for her love.
But if you believe love is not like this, and that the pain...
Is just too much for your heart to bear,
I wouldn’t hold it against you if you wish to leave me.
Because while embracing her love then,
I already knew i’m hurting you since,
I don’t expect to be forgiven but if you truly love someone,
Then all the way till the end it’s happiness you wish for them to hold.
Someday you’ll find a love that makes you see the happiness,
I’ve attain by keeping her here with me.
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