The day we broke up

I knew this day was coming,
The word goodbye that you say from those lips,
They were not words you arrange overnight,
I hate those words,
The cruelty it meant and the leaving and the heartache,
I hate them all.
I refuse to see the ending was coming,
But I had no choice but to accept it all with an open mind.
I didn’t want you to see my true self,
That always cries since the first you lie.
Looking at my tears flowing will only make you see,
How ordinary and weak I was.
So I took the blow like some strong wall while clenching my fist,
Like an angry broken pillar inside.
I couldn’t cry the pain or scream the unhappiness you left.
All I did was shake your hand and walk away first.
Like a coward running before the pain begins.
When I finally stop at a distance and turn around,
I saw you hugging her in those arms,
And my heart tore apart because it hurts so much...
I bend down on the ground,
Holding my knees to my chest and cry the pain out.
The reality is so cruel to me,
You found love at the risk of me, who had to lose everything.
It’s not fair, so not fair.
I cried hard for my own heart, while bursting the words unfair inside my chest.