promise

Please understand,
Understand my troubles,
Understand my feelings,
Understand my pain,
Understand my heart... my love.
I cannot hold it anymore.
So blame me if you must. But...
Don’t hate love for the pain i’ve imprinted in you,
Don’t hate love for all that bad memories i gave you,
Don’t hate love because I left you here broken.
Hate me all you want.
But don’t hurt yourself.
Because it you do...
It’s the pain that I cannot take.
It’s bad enough that,
I had to leave you here for that reason.
The reason that i cannot explain.
It’s a secret that i cannot reveal.
I don’t expect much.
But just a single promise i want you to keep.
“No matter how the ending would be...
Promise me you’ll live your life the happiest you can.”