Not that Bad... to say my farewell

It wasn’t that bad...
It’s not the worst I had to go through with...
The lost I felt from letting them go.
Is a secret the world already knows of.
I told the world, my heart...
That even when the wound here [my heart]
Even if they don’t heal,
I believe time will slowly help numb them.
I believe God would take the pain away.
And everything will get better again.
This day on, till tomorrow then forever.
I’ll carry on living this empty hole in me.
I’ll have no regrets on what I choose to let go.
Because I’ll always forever would keep them in my prayers.
The best gift a child could give her Mother,
Is an everlasting prayer for her happiness.
It may not be much,
But it’s sufficient to last a life time.
Even God say, “When you pray for someone’s well being,
It’s as good as asking to be forgiven.”
I know I may lost something now,
But someday this empty hole,
Will be filled with a new hope and dreams.
And from that hope the wound here would heal on its own.
So if you ask me now,
“In ten years time would I regret not giving us a chance to be a family?”
My answer would be” No... I don’t regret it.”
Because somehow I know we were happy the way we are now.