Cruel Love...

No, no...
It’s just too much, too much.
It hurt, oh it hurts,
It’s not fair... not fair.
What should I do? What to do?
I cried that day,
I cried till my heart content.
I cried till my heart drowns with sorrow.
All this pain sticking in me,
It hurts so badly,
So much that my heart becomes numb.
I scream out loud to God.
“Why must you do this?”
“Why must you take it away from me?”
I can’t take it.
I sit on the floor of god house...
And cried miserably.

In this box of confession.
I look at my love,
And cried bitterly.
As i speak the truth about my past.
How did it become like this.
I ask myself this.
He gave me his heart.
And now, I’m about to tear it apart.
How can I hurt him?
Hurt him because of my past.
Why must he want me so much?
Why must he make it harder for me?
Why must he care so much about me?
I can’t let him go, I’ll die without him.
Please... Oh please...
I beg of you... don’t take it away.
I rather not live if I’ve part from him.
My life will become meaningless....
I’ll become pathetic...
Oh God... if you want to take it away...
Take my life instead.

-UnWanted