Dear Friend....

My friend…
You are like a piece of puzzle,
That completes me in every way.
Your hands can do miracle,
That not many can understand.
My friend…
Your tender touch…
Always ease my wound.
Your smile and laughter’s,
Always warm my heart.
When my heart breaks,
Your shoulder is my best comfort.
When I’m lost…
I was never afraid like before…
Because you, will be the first to find me.
Where ever I am.

But sometimes, my dear friend…
You give so much,
And sacrifice so many for an incompetent like me.
That when your heart got hurt…
I couldn’t do anything to help you.
When you cried…
I didn’t have the courage to wipe it away from you.
But when I knew you loved him,
I couldn’t stop myself from wanting to help you,
Even when it hurt my heart the most.
Because like you… I loved him as well.
Since the first time I saw the way you looked at him,
I knew it was not the same as before.
When you found out that the one he loved was me,
It became clear to me, that you liked him as well.

My friend, you knew everything, except my heart.
I’m sorry when I hurt you because you loved,
I’m sorry that I betray your trust,
I’m sorry that I broke your heart with my cruel words.
And left you crying miserably every night alone...
But my friend, I wasn’t far...
I was hiding behind you watching you cry everyday.
Crying just as much.
As for love… Forgive me when I left you,
When I say all those hurtful words,
I’m sorry if I even crash your dreams and wounded your pride,
I even made you hate me all your life.
So I’ll take all those cursing words you said to me.
Let God punish me for my wrongs…
I’ll accept everything…

I’m not sure when you’ll get to read this confession.
For all the crazy and insane thing I did to you both…
No words can explain how I felt from the start.
Thanks for all those memories.
They were the best gift a dying person would have..