Secret

Today i had a hard time telling myself to forget. Even though I'm actually forgetful.... This faithful incident i can never forget..

Its' been almost 1 yr since i had this nightmare... The nightmare my adopted family gave me, today i watch a mother beating her own grandchild in public with the umbrella.
That scene gave me the anger that i didn't realize what i was doing.. I just walk straight at that women pull the umbrella from her and push her to the ground and start screaming to that women.. and half a time i didn't even realize what i was saying.. when my in charge came and pull me out of that crowd then i came back to reality....


I remember growing up being beaten by her walking stick... No one knows the most ugliest part of me is my back... it has a scare of 39 stitches.. I got that hideous scar on my 7th birthday.. A present from my grandma. that is the thing i have that never will give me strength...