A heart

What is the use of having a heart if we can't learn to share it.
What good is a heart if it emotionless?
If a heart is only meant to be lonely where's the fairness in life...

No one knows whats' the use of the heart...
We can confess love to a million of people but still never find the happiness in life.
We could also break a thousand heart but still our wound don't heal.
We can even lie in the name of true love but no one would care..
because people don't know how to treasure what they got until they loose it.

The day we realize what went wrong with our heart..
Regrets is the only best would to describe the felling that is left behind.
Honestly that's what happen to me...

I loved him with all my heart can beat..
And wanted nothing more then an honest feelings in return.
But is it my mistake that in my pursue to become a better person i let my past hold me behind from expressing my need to love and be there for him...
When i come to know his feelings..
It was not that easy to live with..
Because the one that hold his heart is not me... but Her....

I don't have a choice but to accept what was written in my fate..
I even help him pursue Her..
Although it breaks my heart alot but one can only stand there and accept it as a mistake made
by our carelessness.

I give up... I'm feel really hopeless..
As a friend he called me..
What else could i as for...
I could ask of him one thing would be this friendship to last.
That's all..

People who hear this heart cry in silence could never understand why i did what i did.
But my mind was clear..
"I only wanted him to be happy even if the one he loved was not me. Because watching
him smile makes me happy being who i am even though it means being alone again..."