I Know...

I know what hurt feels like...
Despite my strong poker face,
Or my hardcore personality,
Deep inside I’m just me,
Simple and breakable.
My heart is like a thin piece of glass,
It neither float on the water nor does it stay unbreakable.
The crack you saw within,
Isn’t something that hides away when being glued,
Over and over again.
Some wounds just took such long time to heal,
Sorry I lied, some pain just don’t go away with time.
We can be hurt so bad but not everything disappear forever,
Most of the time we spent years shouldering the guilt,
That might not be ours to carry,
But because we hurt people with it,
The burden passed on us to weight them over for years.
They say sometimes when the glass breaks,
The pieces will shatter and remain shattered.
No glue or tape is ever strong enough to put it back together.
Likewise, happiness is just so fragile to hold in one palm,
Even harder to keep it in one’s life.
The more we try to mend the broken parts,
The more it’ll shatter after every fall.
So if we really could love,
We should at least try to make it last,
So when it’s about to end,
We can keep the memories forever...