Empty Room

In an empty room,
Brighten by the light only from an opened window,
Where the sunlight touches me,
And every other corner is drown by the growing darkness,
As dark as the midnight sky.
There as I recalled like yesterday,
That very day you took your last breath,
Then depart from the cruel world in tears.
How I held you close one last time,
Whispering the word you so longed to hear,
I’m just sorry that it didn’t came from your love,
Instead by me,
Whom you never loved any more than a friend.
It must have been your biggest regrets,
That he couldn’t be with you in your last journey in life.
But somehow knowing he can’t come,
Even if he wanted to so badly to be here,
Deep inside as I always known him,
It’s his fate that God wishes him to be somewhere first,
But you would learn to forgive him once you cross over,
That I know.
But for now I wish that even in death,
You’ll find the peace and freedom you spent your lifetime searching for,
I hope you’ll learn to forgive all the wrongs,
And love all the little things that time and life could shower you with,
I know you seek of a miracle,
But I pray if I had it with me someday,
I’ll pray it’ll bless your soul with all the love I had in one life of mine.
I love you... goodbye