Ibu

Seorang Ibu..

Dilahirkan dalam dunia,

Seperti ditakdirkan hanya untuk disayangi,

Allah menjadikan bayi itu sebaik sesuci cintanya pada insannya.

Dari kecil di sayangi oleh seorang ibu,

Ibu yang membela penuh dengan kasih,

Tak ternilai darjat dan pengorbanan beliau.

Ibu yang penyabar bila melayani kerenah kita,

Dari kecil beliau membela kita,

Beliau yang menemani kita siang dan malam,

Sentiasa bersama kita disetiap langkah yang diambil.

Meskipun adakalanya kita yang banyak sifat kekurangan.

Ibu seorang yang mempunyai hati yang mulia,

Biarpun kita menyakiti hatinya,

Walaupun adakala hatinya hancur kerana kita...

Meskipun bertapa lama kita ambil untuk menyedarinya,

Apa yang kita lakukan itu adah satu kesalahan...

Seorang ibu tetap mampu memaafkan.

Bukan senang untuk kita memiliki cinta dan kasih beliau,

Cinta yang mampu mendamping kita dalam susah dan senang,

Kasih yang mampu membawa kita kejalan yang diredhai Allah SWT.

Allah menjadikan cinta seorang ibu itu suatu keajaiban,

Allah SWT menjadikan sebaik insan sebagai ibu,

Kerana hanya dia yang tahu dan memahami,

Bertapa berat beban yang dipikul oleh seorang ibu,

Dan bertapa dalam pengorbanannya demi kasihnya tehadap seorang anak....

I Know...

I know what hurt feels like...
Despite my strong poker face,
Or my hardcore personality,
Deep inside I’m just me,
Simple and breakable.
My heart is like a thin piece of glass,
It neither float on the water nor does it stay unbreakable.
The crack you saw within,
Isn’t something that hides away when being glued,
Over and over again.
Some wounds just took such long time to heal,
Sorry I lied, some pain just don’t go away with time.
We can be hurt so bad but not everything disappear forever,
Most of the time we spent years shouldering the guilt,
That might not be ours to carry,
But because we hurt people with it,
The burden passed on us to weight them over for years.
They say sometimes when the glass breaks,
The pieces will shatter and remain shattered.
No glue or tape is ever strong enough to put it back together.
Likewise, happiness is just so fragile to hold in one palm,
Even harder to keep it in one’s life.
The more we try to mend the broken parts,
The more it’ll shatter after every fall.
So if we really could love,
We should at least try to make it last,
So when it’s about to end,
We can keep the memories forever...

Last Love letter...

To my Dearest Love,
I maybe there only slightly later than before,
And by the time I reach you,
You might already have that empty space filled with someone else.
But to me the most important now is not how the story ends,
Instead how it begin to another beautiful chapters ahead.
What truly makes you happy now till forever?
May not necessary requires me being there physically,
But fear not, my love is always here whenever you need.
Someday I’ll come to understand what you meant to love someone.
But for now until forever till eternity,
I’ll pray for love to come and forever wrap you in it.
Thank you for teaching me how to love life,
To love what i was when i hated myself most,
But most of all i thank you,
For giving me a chance to love you with all i had,
Even my presence was so little as to just a touch and go,
But you taught me enough...
To love truly and selflessly,
So thank you...

Empty Room

In an empty room,
Brighten by the light only from an opened window,
Where the sunlight touches me,
And every other corner is drown by the growing darkness,
As dark as the midnight sky.
There as I recalled like yesterday,
That very day you took your last breath,
Then depart from the cruel world in tears.
How I held you close one last time,
Whispering the word you so longed to hear,
I’m just sorry that it didn’t came from your love,
Instead by me,
Whom you never loved any more than a friend.
It must have been your biggest regrets,
That he couldn’t be with you in your last journey in life.
But somehow knowing he can’t come,
Even if he wanted to so badly to be here,
Deep inside as I always known him,
It’s his fate that God wishes him to be somewhere first,
But you would learn to forgive him once you cross over,
That I know.
But for now I wish that even in death,
You’ll find the peace and freedom you spent your lifetime searching for,
I hope you’ll learn to forgive all the wrongs,
And love all the little things that time and life could shower you with,
I know you seek of a miracle,
But I pray if I had it with me someday,
I’ll pray it’ll bless your soul with all the love I had in one life of mine.
I love you... goodbye