Pain

What I cannot yell out is another word of pain...
Everyday I'm dragging myself out only to see the day end with another sigh...
I cried everyday to sleep and hope after all the crying,
Tomorrow is spare me another fragment of you in my daily living.
You cannot see the hurt you left inside,
As it would just heal and disappear over time,
But I refuse to accept...
The love that I hope to cherish just became another lie everyday...
I hate my heart for loving you too easily and hated my life now without you...
Painful and deepen wounds only breaks my soul...
Someday I may get better but tell me exactly when will I truly recover from this painful love...
I wasted everyday in a sigh and I nearly prayed enough to heal this discomforting pain rising from within me...
I can't tell you how much I wish I never loves him too much,
If only I knew since then that living him can only brought me everlasting regrets,
Then in future I pray never to love at all...
Pain, pain, pain...
Please leave me intact,
Even if it'll hurt and blind my little heart,
Please I'm pleading....
Save me from this unrecognized relationship that brought nothing but a lifetime of pain and revenge....