something love cannot give...

Something you did that broke my heart,
Something that forgiveness is hard to give and pain keep coming.
I’m not such a great person,
I can only accept small mistakes and forgive them,
But when it’s betrayal we talked about,
My heart cannot absorb such pain.
I cannot hid away my tears from my broken heart,
Nor was I capable enough to lie and pretend it’ll be better later.
When you make me leave first back then,
I swear I’ll never come back,
If I did so, it was for something I had to do.
But above it all nothing can change my decision.
I wasted all my love for someone like you,
I’ve given so much for you,
But in return all I ever got was more hurt then before.
Don’t tell me about loving me anymore,
Because all I heard was more lies after another.
This is not the time to ask me for anything.
Because at the depth of my heart there is nothing more I have to offer.
Not even a pinch of forgiveness for you.
Now you need to leave,
I want you to go away,
Don’t come back trying to turn back time,
Don’t apologise for the past.
Because if you do, everything about us will become such a lie,
So spare me from those last bit of pain you’re about to inflict in me.
Remember what I tell you before,
It was how sometimes when happiness begins to leave,
Love will stop becoming your wall of support,
And when everything is going down and fading,
What’s the use of holding on to love?
Even when the second chance comes your way.
For us both....
Whatever happens in the future,
Don’t regret this day,
When we both decided to let love go its separated ways.