He...

He…
Is the first guy I know…
One that made me laugh so much,
Who always complete my sentences,
Keep me smiling even when I’m down…
The first to scold me when I did the dumbest thing…
The funny part is… he worries about me all the time.

He…
Could have been the best thing in my life.
Would have been the special someone,
I almost had my heart flatter for him…
I once tell myself,
If ever he said he like me, I would accept.
But thanks to someone….
I force him to go…

Don’t ask how I did it…
Just know, I did it in the most cruel way.
Even when it hurt…
I did it without a second thought.

Truth is…
I did cried when I turn away from him…
After saying so much,
I had regrets right after that.
I did hesitate a moment there…
But I didn’t have a choice.

If only he was here…
I swear to you…
In one glance, my reaction gave way to my true heart.
He could tell that I miss him badly.
Because he once said…
”just by looking deep in your eyes, I know what you are thinking.”
Amazing, isn’t he?
I didn’t believe at first, but I’ve seen it a couple of times…
How he instantly knew my thoughts…

Had I been in better position…
He, I’ll never let him slip thru my fingers.
I would want to always have him by my side…
Sharing my everyday with him…
That would have been the best day in my life….