I finally
understood,
What it meant
by having a haunting past,
Whatever I
did in the past,
Now I’m
paying them all with guilt that I cannot shoulder,
Finally all
my life love has found me,
Yet at the
most happiest I've been,
A chapter
from the history waltz in unwelcome,
I refused to
see the mistakes,
Yet knowing
the truth will hurt,
I cruelly
push my love away.
I not only
left her hanging with my silence,
But I broke
her heart that finally opened its doors for me.
And now
there is nothing more I could do to set things right.
I couldn't let
her share my mistakes,
Neither could
I let her go as I thought I could.
So I
continue to break her heart,
And watched
my own shattered beyond repair.
Every day I
would watch her cry for my sins,
And there is
really nothing i could say to console her heart.
Even if I
scream to apologies,
With the
guilt i have at hand,
I’m scared I
might just stain her pure heart that i love so much.
Even as much
as I wish to erase everything and run towards her,
I’ll hold it
all back and blindly pray happiness will eventually meet her.
-Do
Jin’s heart
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