Someday if God permit,
I’ll forget that you ever shared the same world as I did,
I’ll forget that you ever walk the same ground as I did,
I’ll forget that you ever did breath in the same air as I did,
I’ll forget that you ever stood by me once,
I’ll forget everything about you every memory of you casted away from me.
No... If I could ask God one thing,
I’ll ask him to erase your touch,
Your kisses and my heart from the face of my very soul...
It’s not that easy to live after getting your heart broke,
And then trying to make it through over night.
I love you so dearly yet you still choose to leave,
I didn’t recall making life any difficult for you,
But you still choose her above me,
If I had knew heart break was coming for me,
I’ll take the chance to leave you first,
Since the signs of you having another affair was so clear,
I became blind because I loved you too much,
So now here alone... crying I only had myself to blame.
Give me a reason to forget...
It’s not simple to let you go,
And let you leave me here traceless...
But they say love is not the tools you use to fix a broken bond,
Since I never once held on to you to make you stay,
Guess I had it with you...
Maybe I always knew this day would come,
I was only avoiding the reality of it because I’m scared,
Scared that I’ll have nothing if you left,
But somehow...
When you said those words aloud for me,
Everything about our love becomes clear.
Give me a reason... to forget,
It was betrayal that broke my heart the most,
The things you said and did make loving you the most poisonous venom,
Sometimes i prayed you had told me about her,
So at least when the truth surfaced,
It’ll hurt lesser then watching you both making love on my bed.
And now.. How could you just expect me to forgive you,
When my heart refuse to acknowledge your love...
Nothing you do can undo the knife you had stab through my soul...
So if God permit time travel,
I hope he’ll turn back time to when you and i meant nothing more,
Then a stranger walking passes one another...
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