Can’t change what our love is,
How I stop myself from running to you,
Turning my back for the first time,
And make my exit without you,
I regretted giving you that chance,
Playing me out like a fool again,
Breaking my heart over and over again.
Either I was blind,
When the signs had been there for a while,
Either I was deaf,
To not hear the tune had changed.
A little too late to turn back...
Can’t change what our love is,
After the heartbreaking times,
Finally I pulled through the storm and survived.
Fixing my heart every day,
Taping it together again and again,
Not looking back at what was there,
Leaving everything I was before,
Hiding and wishing that I would just evaporate to the sky,
Always running further away from time,
Praying someday life will forget me being here.
Can’t change what our love is,
Another chapter I erased every morning,
And still plenty more to go,
“Hanging in there!” I tell myself,
Hoping someday when I’m thru with myself,
I finally become brave again to open the door and love again,
And then if we ever met by coincidence,
I might stand before you again,
Stronger and wiser than before,
Showing you the new me,
Unbreakable and Unhurt.
Something you had lost while someone had gain...
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