Tomorrow may never come.

We all seek that special person,
The one that keep our half broken heart together.
The soul that heals our wound,
The voice that calms our thoughts,
The touch that caresses away our fear.

Meet that person while learning to live,
Live while learning to love,
Love while learning to share,
Share while learning to give,
And give everything while praying for happiness,
Even when our share is far beyond reach.
In love, while loving sacrifice sometimes help us to keep love beautiful.
Our love may not be perfect but because we loved,
So letting it go is giving love a chance to find the destine one,
The one god made just for you..
Never regret,
Never forget,
Never letting go,
Love can be many splendid things,
Can be the happiness we all want,
Can be a chapter that we live a lifetime waiting for,
But when given away wrongly...
It’ll be the poison that hurt thousand others.
Love isn’t prideful.
It doesn’t take in someone’s pain and be resentful.
Love is giving... even when we actually love that someone so much,
But if it’s not fated for you, don’t force.
Let it go... go to where it should...
Because in a person life,
You get one chance to love the best way we can...

Someone is made for you...
So if tomorrow may never come...
Live life for love...
And love wholeheartedly...

My Wife... Her love

A woman, a mother...
Her heart felt pain.
Words can’t describe my thousand apologies right.
I never knew any person heart bigger than yours,
A man like me,
Whose mistakes was just loving someone else apart of you,
You accepted everything,
Even the worst pain I awarded you with...
A betrayal. Venom that kills you.
The result of my affair I cannot hide away.
Now, even after so many years passed,
I never could say my apologies right.
You took my sins and blessed that unloved soul with love,
You took my child in with open arms,
Even her mother couldn’t love her like you did.

I was ashamed of my action.
How could I be a man?
If I cannot even love my child how can I return your love...
I was weak when I watch you from that corner you stood,
I remember how you looked at me,
As I reveal the truth about my affair with someone.
And how the result I cannot hide.
A wife can forgive a husband mistakes but not every wife,
Could love him after taking in and accepting his betrayal.
But you did it when I couldn’t even forgive myself.
I choose death because I cannot accept the truth.
I choose death because I was embarrassed.
But my deepest regrets till the moment I die,
Was how I didn’t love you enough to tell you “I love you” everyday.
I’m sorry that I left first, leaving you behind alone to answer my mistakes.
Truly ... I wish my sorry was enough...

Love is....

Love should always be kept simple,
Love isn't hurtful nor is it resentful,
Love don't take pain from people,
But it help to ease ones guilt..
Love is hope and belief,
The simplest happiness one could attain from it is to just love wholeheartedly.
Love is giving strength in one own weakness,
It isn't selfish nor prideful...
Love help people to find faith in difficult times,
Love teaches people how to share will and woes...
It helps to heal ones wound from old scars...
But most of all love teaches one respect and strengthen ones happiness in all ways...

aku...

Kata - kata yang menguriskan perasaan kita,
Melukakan hati semua insan dengan satu tipuan…
Bukan senang untuk membetulkan keadaan,
Saat kehilanggan yang datang membawa pergi orang tersayang.
Cinta dan kematian sentiasa datang tanpa diundang.
Bukan salah hati yang bercinta,
Dan jangan pernah salahkan keadaan atau takdir pada apa yang menimpah nasib kita.
Apa yang kita lakukan satu saat ini akan melukakan banyak orang.
Bertapa dalam cinta seorang insan itu untuk kita…
Kita tak pernah dapat menghargai atau membalasnya.
Hari – hari kita semakin menyakitkan hatinya.
Dan pada suatu hari bila segalanya diluahkan,
Hati orang yang kita ingin menjaga dan lindungi…
Hatinya yang kita hancurkan…

“Nagislah wahai sayangku…
Sesungguhnya aku pohon maaf dan ampun,
Jangan dimaafkan jika parutnya masih terasa.
Aku tahu, diri ini tak layak meminta kemaafan,
Tapi jika diberi perluang lagi…
Aku akan tetap memilih cinta…”

Kita hanya mengikut perasaan…
Kerana itu kita dihukum untuk luka yang ditinggalkan,
Cinta tak selalunya datang.
Tapi bila ia ada… itu lah anugerah, itu lah racunnya…
Biarpun berapa lama masa pergi meninggalkan kita…
Parut dari kisah lama ini tak mudah di sembuhkan…
Tapi apa pun perjalanan yang dia pilih,
Wahai ya Allah (s.w.t.) aku berminta pada mu,
Di ubati parutnya dengan cinta khas untuknya,
Kau berikanlah dia jodoh yang lebih sempurna dari aku…
Kau pertemukanlah dia dengan seorang insan,
Yang tahu menilai cintanya dan mampu memberinya kebahagiyaan

Jika...

Jika kita ingin disayangi...
Jika kita ingin kenali cinta yang sebenarnya...
Jika kita ingin dibalas kembali perasaan ini dengan tulus...
Jika kita ingin kebahagiaan...
Jika kita ingin menyembuhkan parut luka dalam hatinya...
Seandainya itu adalah niat kita...
Bercinta setulusnya.
Menyangi dengan ikhlas,
Setia buat selamanya...
Hanya dengan doa dan tulus...
Allah(s.w.t) akan berikan nya...
Asalkan kita ikhlas dengan jodoh yang ditentukanya...
Allah(s.w.t.) pernah bersabdah...
"Aku jadikan setiap umatku berpasangan... Tetapi aku jadikan setiap muslimin (lelaki) yang soleh akan ku anugerahkan seorang muslimah (perempuan) yang soleha menjadi suri hidupnya..."

Pain

What I cannot yell out is another word of pain...
Everyday I'm dragging myself out only to see the day end with another sigh...
I cried everyday to sleep and hope after all the crying,
Tomorrow is spare me another fragment of you in my daily living.
You cannot see the hurt you left inside,
As it would just heal and disappear over time,
But I refuse to accept...
The love that I hope to cherish just became another lie everyday...
I hate my heart for loving you too easily and hated my life now without you...
Painful and deepen wounds only breaks my soul...
Someday I may get better but tell me exactly when will I truly recover from this painful love...
I wasted everyday in a sigh and I nearly prayed enough to heal this discomforting pain rising from within me...
I can't tell you how much I wish I never loves him too much,
If only I knew since then that living him can only brought me everlasting regrets,
Then in future I pray never to love at all...
Pain, pain, pain...
Please leave me intact,
Even if it'll hurt and blind my little heart,
Please I'm pleading....
Save me from this unrecognized relationship that brought nothing but a lifetime of pain and revenge....