Teach me what love means to her...

Tell me how to love her,
How can i love someone who cannot love me back,
Teach me what it means to forget her,
Show me how i could stood there watching her leave,
And how i could numb and harden my heart from calling her back.
Teach me love when it’s fading and hanging by loneliness,
Tell me how i could put back pieces of my heart after letting her go.
Make me understand her happiness without me,
Tell me again how she survive the odds without me,
How she could throw me out of her life so easily,
Even when i had a hard time adjusting everyday without her.
Tell me.... how she does it.
I can never understand what giving and forgiving is in love.
But i tried my best to give whatever it takes to make her smile.
Maybe my effort is not enough...
Or I’m so lack in many areas when she’s here...
Still... I wanted her happiness above everything else.
So Love... teach me truly, what it means to love and not have her,
Because no matter what others say about my love,
From the bottom of my heart it’s her love that i really want to treasure,
Even when I’m being hurt by it for giving my share away...