Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Maybe I.

i should never get this eyes,
if i knew seeing is believeing.
i should never get this eyes,
i f i knew it could kill to see.
i should never get this eyes,
it it'll bring such pain to my heart.
i should never get this eyes...
if life become this miserable for me.

i'm used to the darkness in my surrounding.
because i was born that way...
i live my life from day to day,
even when it was a struggle to move about..
at least i was at my most happiest time.

now that i got vision of the world i never knew...
initially i thought i was such pretty places here...
but i regreted it.
i take it back...
i never want to see the him or the world ever again

knowing with eyes to see i could find love,
find some one who'll love me for real.
i met that one person i thought was fate...
then i'm so wrong...
he didn't love me at all,
he was pretending to love me...

my eyes reminded him of his love,
it's his love he saw while staring at me
his love left him here...
so i was just a replacement...
he can never truly love me.

i shouldn't have met him,
i hated my eyes,
i never want to see again,
i wish i was blind again.
at least i could hide myself from being hurt like this.

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