I ... behind you

I was always there...
Always a step away from holding you.
I moved along with you every day,
Every step i’ve taken...
Every years that passed me by since we met...
I’m always right here, behind you.
My feeling can never reach you.
Even when i’m practically pouring my heart at you,
It’s his love you’ve embrace above mine...
But knowing he was your love, my best friend.
I swallow my pride as a man by calling myself your friend.
I was your wall when you almost collapse.
The support you knew would come to your comfort...
No matter what happen i was always a ring away.
But you still couldn’t see me as a man i was before you.
The pain i felt watching you cry for his mistakes.
The hurt i've watched you swallow for his love,
My heart cried for you every time...
I wisper the words of seperation,
Screaming it in my heart so loud,
But everytime i turn to you.
All the words i've arrange inside, wouldn’t be heard from my lips.
The moment i picture your crying face,
My heart can’t bear such pain...
As much as i hated myself for being so helpless...
Even with so little i could give for you,
I rather love you in silence and continue to be that fool,
Always there beside you... always behind you.