Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Would you please... let me leave?

These days will help me to slowly forget,
The torment I felt for loving you,
The hurt I felt for staying here longer,
The regrets I’ve swallow for you all this time,
The silence I’ve live in to protect you,
Everything ends today...
I wouldn’t be the foolish one to continue,
I’ve had it with my love,
I’m tired now,
I can no longer bring myself to lie and pretend,
I cannot turn blind on myself,
To not see what as obvious as breathing.
You cheated on my feelings,
How could you do that to me,
I’ve given you everything,
I’m not a thing that does nothing anymore.
I’ve watched enough.
How could i be so stupid?
I forgive you the first time,
Because I thought you’ll change,
I’m foolish aren’t I?
To have forgive you too many times,
They say someday I’ll regret forgiving you,
Well it’s true... I did
You could never understand,
As to why forgiveness comes too easy for me,
It’s because I loved you too much,
I thought you understand that..
But you just had to ruin everything for me,
Remember that one evening when I sat right across you,
When I asked if you wanted a surprise,
That day before I handed over that small box to you,
I got up and went next to you and gave you a kiss,
A kiss on your left eyebrows,
Do you know what it meant?
It means...
“I know deep inside you, you’re sorry that I found out,
And because you made a mistake here you’re very sorry that I got hurt for it.”
So if now I ask you would you let me go please...?
Would you forgive me and allow me to leave?
If you knew what I felt when I give that kiss...
Then give me a "Yes" for a change...

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