Stop right where you are now...

Stop saying sorry,
Stop apologising to me,
The wound you inflicted to me,
I’ll never forget them,
I fear I may never recover from this hurt.

Stop telling me about your regrets,
Stop saying thing like “it’ll be okay!”
This pain you’ve given me,
It’s a nightmare in my sleep,
I’m scared to be awake and asleep.

Stop coming towards me,
Stop finding me,
I don’t need any more venom,
This poison is burning my soul,
I’m dying inside can’t you even see that.

Stop lying to me,
Stop pretending like you loved me,
Your words... they are knife sharp,
Stabbing me from inside out,
I’m bleeding is that not enough?

Stop... don’t ever fix my heart,
Such pain can’t be recovered overnight,
They say you’ll change,
Stop ... don’t even try to change for me,
You’ll only hurt me more later.

You should be going now,
I don’t need you here,
To amend the pain you imprinted on me,
The wounds you’ll never understand why it even bled,
How can you fix my heart...?

Stop, just stop...