I'll forgive you

If ever you decide to leave,
Don’t come back anymore.
Let me stay here by myself... alone.
Gather my last bit of strength,
And slowly let your hand go.
I would let you leave me first,
And watch your back turn away from me,
Cry my last tears of pain,
Then shut my soul from tearing the hurt you left.
I know that I’m foolish for letting you leave.
But my foolish self will become brave later.
I’ll force my memory to erase you from it.
And then allow myself to love again.
If the depth of my memory still linger your touch,
Then I shall end my life from loving someone again.
You know the strangest thing love can make one become,
But it never happen to me,
Love like ours only drain our strength,
Weary us too soon and hurt so much to just stay.
So i allow you to be free, allow you to fly away.
Find the happiness you deserve.
Forget about me....
For your sake, I’ll forgive you always,
Even for the betrayal....
I’ll stay behind and watch you leave,
Place my hand in my heart and pray for a better tomorrow.