I...

What words is there left to describe this emptiness inside,
The tears kept falling even in the sleep.
The pain still hurt even after taping the heart back together...
The silence is to quiet to share this moment...
This hole,
I cannot tell you how it happened.
I cannot hid it behind a smile,
Or lie well enough to pretend it didn’t hurt me one bit.
Because I lost everything.... everything.
I couldn’t gather enough strength to call you to turn back,
I couldn’t even run to you to stop you from leaving.
I couldn’t even hold you when I should.
Everything is already too late now,
I swear I’ll never regret it,
But I lie.... I regretted everything.
Everything since I let go of those hands that always hold close,
It’s too late to say my words of apology...
Because when I saw you now after you left,
You already belong to someone else.
I hope she cherished you when I couldn’t.
Give you the love you deserve to have... always.