Heart... One last beat

I only have one last breath...
One last moment,
One last chance,
One last touch,
And one last beat in my heart...
With only having this one last till forever...
I must still force myself to hide my love...
He must never know my true heart,
Nor must he ever hear the secret beneath my lies.
I couldn't say out my love,
Because I didn't want him to hang around long enough,
Only to watch his own heart tore apart,
Because I had to leave.
I’m leaving not because I hate it...
But because my time has arrived.

The most broken part of me,
Is the stabbing pain in my heart?
When I let him go to her...
Her whom I’ve choose to replace me.
In his heart...
I knew from that moment on...
There’s’ no turning back for me...
I must grip my hand and watch him leave...
I couldn't love him,
Because my heart has already broke...
I don’t deserve to be loved at all.
I’m hanging by a moment,
Till my end comes to me...

With so little time left,
How could I tell him about my heart?
When I’m breathing only to stay here longer...
And my heart is like a ticking bomb...
It’ll only take one last beat....
One last beat from my heart,
And I’ll disappear from this world...
How can I give him my weak heart?
When it barely had enough life,
To sustain my soul...

Even when i'm desperate...
I still wouldn't tell him about my heart...
I rather he not know about it,
And watch him cry in regret,
When I lie about my love that was there for him...
It’s my way of saying goodbye...
My way of bringing two people,
Who share this last moment of my life?
The happiness they deserve above my own...
Don't blame God for taking it way,
I’m just thankful that till my last breath,
He finally gave me someone to love...
Even when He knew my time is ending...