You, I , or Us?

I should have not wait that long to see it coming,
I should have been more honest with myself…
I shouldn't let it hurt me too long…
This love is such a pain…

I wish I’ve said my piece right,
I wish I had made a stand on my rights,
I wish I’ve made amendments,
This love is such regret…

I wanted what was mine, was it too much to ask?
I wanted to be happy too, was that difficult to attain?
I wanted you above all, was that too hard to understand?
This love is such confusion…

I didn’t want to be hurt because I’ve loved,
I didn’t want to cry because I’m pained.
I didn’t want to loose him because he left,
This love is suffering in silence…

If I could ask for just one chance, One chance…
I’ll play my cards right and avoid this love.
If all we ever did was getting hurt by loving,
Then we both are never meant to be.

It’s better we end it now,
Then trying to keep it going,
When all we do was hurt each other more…
Even when there are happy moments between us,
It’s not enough too keep our hearts beating as one.

Let’s just breakaway, give ourselves time to think it thru…
Is some day we know our heart begin to miss each other,
Then maybe we start over,
By then you would have change so did I.
Maybe then we make better decision then we did now.

But if we end up so far apart… unable to fix our bond,
Let’s not regret what we had,
Let’s not get hurt by all the lies between us or the things that pained us.
Should one day comes when we look back at us,
How much a mess we end up with and how hurtful we both were…
Honestly my heart can’t tolerate that much of regret anymore…