My betrayal..

Don’t forgive me…
Just hate me more….
Let me go… throw me away,
Don’t try to hold me back…
You shouldn’t be hurt by someone like me.
I’m not worthy of your love.
I cannot stop myself from running to him.
This betrayal is too much for you to take.
No matter what happen my heart can’t change.
I cannot pretend and lie to love…
I cannot hide and run away from my own heart…
Please don’t blame yourself for my mistakes…
Don’t try to love me anymore.
Just let me go.

I know I’m the worst.

I ‘m horrible, I’m so cruel…

It’s so bad of me to love you then.

It’s painful when I left you there suddenly.

But I cannot stay with you anymore…

Even when I hate myself for trying to love you…

I’m hating myself more for giving you hope.

I should have left first…

Let go of you before he came back.

So at least this love will not come with such painful ending…

This betrayal from me is too hurtful for you.

Don’t love me anymore…

Just hate me all your life…

Let me go, Erase me from your heart…

You deserve someone better then me.

You don’t have to be hurt by my existence.
I’ll be punished for my sins.
Only a fool is stupid enough to hurt you.
That idiot is me…
I can’t forgive myself so should you…
Don’t forget the pain I’ve left you…
Use it to hurt me, take your revenge…
Don’t be fool by my tearing eyes no more…
Hate me all your life.
Wound me and break me apart… the way I did to you.
Then throw me away like I did.
Don’t try to accept me anymore.
Don’t try to hope from me anymore…

I can’t come back to you…

My heart will always run to him…

I can’t do without him here…

Accept this as my betrayal towards you…
Something you don’t deserve to go through.
Even when I'll regret it later…
Letting someone like you go,
When I already know I can never meet someone quit like you …
Let me regret it all my life…
Don’t forgive me anymore…
Throw me far away from your heart.
I don’t deserve to be love by you…