What Hurt the most...

What hurt the most.

It’s not being framed that pains my pride,
But the fact that you don’t trust me that hurts the most…
I don’t care for the world, whose eyes looked at me as a stain,
But it’s you, my friend whose words not only wounded my pride but also question my integrity…

If you must know of a certain truth… so be heard.

It’s not about pride or revenge that made me tell the truth that day,
But it’s about doing what’s right! Cause me to take action.
I could be like the guilty who kept it a secret, but if you must know…
If I had followed your thoughts of hiding it…
An innocent would pay the price… while the guilty becomes free.
By the way, I could get it covered and let others lie on our behalf …
But you must know, by doing so the guilty would not learn.

Looking at you break down in exhaustion for this matter,
Was the reason why I could never bring myself to tell you,
What punishment I received…
Watching you tear that day I even wished I had enough courage to reach out to you.
But I was a coward so I silently took it all in and blamed myself..

At the end of the day…
Doing what’s right made me realize a grave mistake,
It drew me a clearer picture of not only the guilty… but also about you!
A side I never expect to know of…

I must say…
It surprises me to know the way you think…
Especially when you wanted me to apologized for a mistake I did not do,
And the words you told to others about me…
My friend I was disappointed…
No words could described my greatest pain that was stabbed to my heart…

Ever heard about 4 rules of being someone friend?
Rule One: You respect them as an individual.
Rule Two: You give the best memories and expect no refund
Rule Three: You trust them no matter what the circumstances led you.
Rule Four: Be sincere and honest even if it hurts.

I must say it now or forever be a fool.
I never thought I would say this…
I never regretted even as I inflicted a lot of pain to others.
But for this matter alone… I had two regrets…

I still believed we could have been best of friends…
Now I regret trusting you like a friend does and now worst…
I regretted knowing you in the first place…
So why don’t you tell me…
How could you expect to trust someone,
When they throw your sincerity and your trust back to your face,
Like it doesn’t mean anything…