Goo Jun Pyo's feelings

Goo Jun Pyo's feelings

What has happen that cause you a drastic change?
What are you thinking as you made such sacrifice without thinking of your own sufferings?
Is all this worth it? Tell me…
How can you missed her so much and pretend to not care?
What do you really feel as you learn to lie about your feelings?
How are you going to manage yourself if you face her near future?

At a point we finally meet…
All those painful word spoken in that split seconds…
Must have hurt not only her heart. Yours too
So where did you find that strength to clench those fist and burst out cruelty?
How hard did you try to ignore that pain inside you?
Were all you promises a lie…
Ask yourself if you could erase her existence in your heart!

When she cried right in front of you, yet you choose not to face her…
Because deep inside you have begin to tear…
You were trying hard to let go…
But you can’t…
So you began to be afraid that if knowing you have cried..
It still means you are weak.
You’re afraid of turning soft in front of her…
So you rather hurt her that way…

If given a choice on what to do…
I’m sure you felt like holding her in your arms then…
Honestly was your heart crying silently as you watch her go?

In times of longing…
It pains a lot to watch you swallow that much of burden for love…
There must be times you felt like throwing that burden,
And start running to her…
But you stop yourself because of the promise you made with your father…
That’s what holding you back.

So tell me…
How did you get through this misery without a word?
Watching her from far, looking at her pictures and what??
Recalling her every touch, her smile, her kiss?
Is forever enough just by watching her smiles from picture
Or a distance without a touch?
Were you fine as you watch someone else holding her and not you?

So scream… As loud as you can… Let the world hear you.
Cry as much as you want if that would comfort your pain…
Express your deepest emotion so you can continue to numb your heart…
Even when there is no Happy Ending ..
>Boys Before Flower<

Leave..

You should leave..

Leave if you must, but not for my sake..

When you leave.. Don't bring my heart with you..

Leave it as it is.. Broken...

I'm willing to be a fool, bearing all this pain of separation alone,

Because i really love you that I'm willingly let you leave...

It is said that you can never stop the rain from falling,

It must rain for the rainbow to appear..
Like wise I can't stop you from leaving..

So leave now...before my heart becomes weak without you...
I can and will live through this pain of separation,
Because i love you really love you.. so leave...

People say.. "Love brings Separation"
It is through love we learn to separate

And by separation we learn to love again..

Since we have love passionately..

I know that i can find the strength to live through days loving you..

Silently and faithfully.. so leave now if you must.

Even if it kills me, missing you
Walking at every corner still lingers your warmth, your touch, your face

I still believe that time will help me slowly forgets you..

Till then i will endure all our pain of separation alone..

So leave if you must.. leave now...

Before my heart begins to long for your love again....

Letting Go...

It's never easy to let go...
Even in Death, we often find it's harder to let go..
Sometimes we love, and love too much..
That death and separation becomes blind to us.

Loving someone...
Often becomes a challenge,
To endure the pain of separation and death,
That comes very uncertain.

Sometimes these kind of pain that tore us apart,
Can also be our aid to survive in this world.

Although it hurt your heart to let go..
I've learn a valuable lesson..
In facing Death.. we need to be sincere..

When we are sincere,
It makes the process of letting go and forgiveness,
Easier to bare.

Forgiveness don't come easy..
There will be times when no matter how long you live..
or what amendment you do..
You are still not forgiven of the sin you made,
and that shall be your atonement after life.

It's not simple to forgive the Gone..
Because the torment of being left behind with so much hatred
Is the greatest test for their love ones to bare.

Initially it becomes harder to breath.. Then..
when you start to miss them..
It becomes even harder to cry.. and cry alone..

This is life... Where it is said..
Love often bring separation.. and
Through separation we understand the meaning of endurance.

In Forgiveness we find Strength,

In Sincerity we find Faith,

In Loving someone we find Determination,

In letting go we will find New Beginnings

Cinta...

This is one of the Pre-Valentine Treat for all couples out there....

Cinta....

Ia adalah satu anugerah yang tak bisa kita hidup tanpa nya..

Cinta..

Adalah satu penggorbanan, satu pernantian dan satu kerinduan,

yang mampu menyentuh jiwa..

Cinta...

Ia Ikhlas, Ia Tabah, Ia adalah Kekuatan

yang diberi kepada insan yang mampu menghargai nilainya..

Cinta..

Saat pertama ia berputir...

Penuh manisnya bila bersama,

Tapi perit rasanya bila kehilang..

Cinta..

Ia mengajar tetulusan,

apabila berjauhan..

kerinduan akan membuat kita kenali hatinya,

Cinta..

Ia bisa datang tanpa di undang,

tanpa kata-kata

tanpa mendengar..

kita kenali kehadirannya dengan hati sendiri..

Cinta..

Walaupun ia buta di mata orang,

Tapi ia sentiasa berjuang untuk mempertahankan

ke sucian and kebahagiaan nya

apabila berhadapan dengan musibah..

Cinta..

Selalu bermula dari ikatan persahabatan,

Kerana tiada ikatan manapun yang mampu berkekalan tanpa

diiringi persahabatan...

You'll never know...

You were never there when i needed you the most..
You were never close as i thought you'll always be..
You only care for someone else...
And that someone has to be the most dearest to me...
My best friend...

I hate being cheated like this...
You never knew how much it hurts knowing the truth...
How my heart ache... When i misses you...
How i envy.. looking at the both of you together..
You'll never know what i feel except hers..

I can't pretend to not know what's going on...

I can't lie about not knowing the truth...

I can't go through this, like a fool everyday...

I can't buried everything and make you come back...

I can't force love out of you either...

I don't know how to tell you the truth about everything...

Because I'm always afraid that you might hate me for that..

I can't hurt her because she's my Best friend...

One can i can never replace..

And i can't hurt you because it would hurt me just as much..

So what should i do??

Don't blame me if i run away like a coward..

Or do something bad to hurt myself..

I can't help it...

Thinking that unknowingly..

I might have interfere in your relationship first..

I want us to end this miserable painful feeling in a good terms,

so that when many years passes us by..

Where fate would cross our path again..

We will have no regrets... of what our past holds.....