Like my Uncle knew that i met you like a month ago..
There so many things i wanted to ask... Too many answer that i need.
I would not ask you to keep me or why you threw me out of your life. But the only question that I need some answer are.. In these long 18 years did even thought of me once?
That day when we met..
I really thought you would hold me but you never did. I know you had your own family, a new life and a brighter future...all that doesn't add me to the picture.. But it breaks my heart when you said that was a mistake, and that you wish I never happen... that was hard to swallow but I have to, because I was the problem you had when you were in the middle of a divorce.
I wonder if you knew how i had to grow up... what would you do about times when i was beaten up that women or times when I cry my way to sleep every night? Did you ever worry about me at all? There are times when knowing that i am adopted... makes me hate my existence...
Right now no matter what i say would not reduce the harm and pain I've caused you over these years but i just want you to know that I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry... wish I could do something to make tings right for you, but what? i can only promise you that I never look you up again... that is my promise.
I hope you are happy with your family and i always pray that happiness shall never leave you...
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