I couldn’t forgive her...
I loved her so much,
But she loved someone else.
I didn’t hate her for trying to leave me behind alone.
But for her to just leave this world permanently,
Not allowing me to see her anymore,
I hated her for that.
Her only last words to me were...“I’m lonely.”
She got tired of waiting for me,
So she got so lonely that dying was better than staying by me.
She didn’t make an excuse to try lying or hiding.
She bluntly told me how she needed him more than me,
How this painful loneliness made her feel like dying.
And so she had to leave...
I got so hurt because I just loved her too much.
That our love got sour,
And I blame myself for allowing her to go off like that.
I didn’t try to hold her back,
Only because the person in front of me,
Her eyes aren’t those that once only looked at me.
There wasn’t any tenderness or warmth.
Just a broken soul so empty and desperate to be free.
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