Goodbye my lover...

Love that took all the risk,

A battle field that know no ending,

It’s time we stop hurting each other.

Stop this silly argument,

That just never solve what was already misunderstood.

Like fools tearing openly in a crowd.

And still claimed that love would keep it all together.

Who are we kidding, .... I don’t know.

Its time to admit,

That we both are afraid,

Scared of goodbyes,

Worried that the other will kept hanging on,

Frighten by what might just come by after this,

And still try effortlessly love like two insane people.

What is love, if you throw it away like unused trash.

While trying to paste it together with glue,

Can the piece still looks the same later...

It’s time we say goodbye bravely,

If we really want to wish the best for one another,

Let us say goodbye... forever.

Ugly Alert... Ju Yeong little heart.

I need to shield him,

I promised you, I’ll save him from this pain.

But to do so... I must first hurt him.

I’ll break him up and hurt him first then hopefully,

Praying hard that time will slow down this torture for him.

I cannot let him live in the past that will consistently shadow him,

So if I want him to be happy and free,

I’ll take all this, everything that could hurt and worries him,

Everything that he’s guilty of... plus everything there is,

Swallow it in and erase it as I leave him.

I need to be stronger on my own.

But don’t you dare say I didn’t love him,

I did... I loved him so much that hurting him...

Is breaking my soul more that I think dying is better.

If you knew what I exchange this heart for,

I did so he could be free, so he could be happy, for him,

Is this not enough to tell you, I love him so much?

Decades of love...

A love that knows no time,

Many decades went by yet the love still survives.

A distance that separated two hearts.

Can you imagine that much of love hidden inside,

Waiting to burst out openly.

His love was the only tale with no ending,

A journey that takes him places away yet closer to her.

He loved her with his every heartbeat,

The longing that shaken him throughout this lonely times,

Only strengthen what was told to have lost.

Their wait will take a lifetime to make up the lost,

Yet I believe even as they were far apart...

Each heart beat will tell you how their love,

 Have deepened over the years.

If I had a chance to love,

I hope my love story is one that i could be proud of,

It doesn’t need anything special,

Just a simple love with you and me loving sincerely.

My Love From Another Star ....Part 4

I can't lie...

It wasn’t easy for me to admit this,

Even after all this years,

I still kept you inside my heart.

I still recall our first encounter at different eras,

If you asked me how I really feel about you...

You’ll know even without me saying a word.

Honestly, I loved you since then,

All this time... In every birth and all this passing years.

Watching you... wherever you stood.

My eyes will instantly catch your glimpse,

And I will always run to you.

Guarding you and loving you effortlessly... with all my heart.

If I lie... you will know.

Only you can shake my heart,

And leave me speechless with your undying love                                      

                                                                  ~Do Min Joo

Way back in to love

It happened...

There is some truth in the lies we said,

Some happiness in this pain that we felt.

Some hidden light in this darkness as we drowned.

Above it all...

We did fall in love over the wrong reasons at first.

You were beginning to open up to this new love,

When you had to pause and turnaround,

Because you just couldn’t let your pass go,

These feelings, you have for that special someone is still strong.

You said you found love again,

How can you call this love?

When you need to choose between the past and the present.

Knowing you... Understanding you...

You can’t hurt the past because of the mistakes you made.

And since you can’t undo what poisoned it.

You only tried to make it better with time.

And you can’t run to the present,

Because of this uncertainty inside us.

We will question this honesty later on.

Our heart will weary of what lies before us.

But I worried about you.

So if I didn’t choose... Then you shouldn’t too.

Give it some time.

Let God play its magic.

If your love is truly mine to have and to hold,

Come the trouble storm, Come whatever worst,

If we did loved, then let love find its way back to us.

My love from another star... Part 3

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

That my heart is breaking.

This loneliness while laid here,

Feeling this emptiness next to me,

This space you stood reminded me that you were real.

And as I cuddle your pillow to sleep,

An illusion I had of you reading me a story,

Would leave me waking up broken heart.

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

I need to touch you to feel your warmth,

I wanted to hear your heart beat as I sleep in your arms,

I long to hear you voice telling me you loved me.

I’m losing my mind thinking about us,

I’m afraid that you might not come back.

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

And this is hurting me inside out.

Whenever I see a shadow of you,

I’ll ran across feeling the hunger to hold you,

Only to realize how I imagine you there...

Then I cried to myself like a little child.

I foolishly waited...

Hoping you would be here...

If you comeback or even if you can’t....

I love you still and always.

My Love From Athother Star Part2

I love you...

Sorry that I’m taking time to tell you how I feel.

But for this last few minute left. Hear me.

I love you...

If you stay in this star,

I too would live and stay here with you.

But... if you have to leave,

Wherever you choose to go... go and don’t hesitate.

I wish I could follow you to your next destination.

But I just can’t, I love you...

I’m scare that you’ll disappear soon.

The time we spent together,

Wouldn’t it be great if time could stop forever?

If God permit such miracles,
I’ll sell my soul for this chance.

Even though I hated that destiny put you in my life,

But still... if I could go back to the beginning...
And rewrite all this

Our path would still cross and I’ll meet you again,

We would still fight over everything and fall in love like this.

And I love you... I always did.

My Love from another Star...

I didn’t understand why he stayed by.

But now I want him to leave so I could save him.

His heart I didn’t know,

How he had deeply loved me all this time.

He loved me so much,

That I fear my heart would just burst from this happiness.

My selfishness would want him to stay,

Because my heart hungered for his love.

He’s always guarding me, now it’s my turn.

I need the strength to push him away.

I want him to go even if he hated me for it.

Please allow me to leave him with much happiness, so that

When the correct time for us to say our goodbyes,

This ending will be easier for us both.

There will be little regrets inside our heart,

And lots of love overflowing this sadness.

There will come times when little things will make us recall the past.

And here... our heart will ache a little.

But he must know... that this was real and it’s time to forget.

I will slowly brave forward,

Keeping his heart with me.

And even when it’s difficult for me to feel his love,

At least I know he’s safe and I’m ok with that.

                                  ~Cheon Song Yi

The Lost Valentine

To Neil, My love

Can’t remember a minute less went by when I loved you.

I loved how you looked at me,

With tenderness and warmth.

I felt so pretty through your eyes.

I loved how you tell me you needed me,

Our song you’ll whisper every day,

My hand you held as we dance close.

And how you gently crease my hair and kissed me on my forehead.

When you go,

This heart that you have...

Keep it safe and I will always be there waiting for you.

No matter how long it takes.

As long as you have faith, I’ll always love you.

Your love... our love will withstand this odds.

And you’ll always be in my heart even when you’re gone.

                                                                  Love Caroline Thomas.

Your Deepest heart..

Somewhere deep inside your heart,

This hurtful feeling grows,

Deepen with every passing minutes.

You denied what you felt bravely,

Yet in silence your heart still cried desperately.

The problem with this heart,

Is that... it takes in too much,

All the happiness and pain... everything,

Till your heart goes numb and then harden.

You still loved her right?

But just couldn’t say it out loud.

Just as she had loved you to have to leave,

Where she could stand away but still see her shiny bright star.

If you understood her heart, and all that worries her.

Then you must have understood why she had to leave.

But just how much do you really loved her?

To be brave enough... Take a leap of faith,

Embrace you love...  Assuring her,

That no matter what pain and worries she had...

Your love will have the strength to erase everything.

Someone I can't fogive...

I couldn’t forgive her...

I loved her so much,

But she loved someone else.

I didn’t hate her for trying to leave me behind alone.

But for her to just leave this world permanently,

Not allowing me to see her anymore,

I hated her for that.

Her only last words to me were...“I’m lonely.”

She got tired of waiting for me,

So she got so lonely that dying was better than staying by me.

She didn’t make an excuse to try lying or hiding.

She bluntly told me how she needed him more than me,

How this painful loneliness made her feel like dying.

And so she had to leave...

I got so hurt because I just loved her too much.

That our love got sour,

And I blame myself for allowing her to go off like that.

I didn’t try to hold her back,

Only because the person in front of me,

Her eyes aren’t those that once only looked at me.

There wasn’t any tenderness or warmth.

Just a broken soul so empty and desperate to be free.

I'm your friend... I'll always know you.

I’m just a friend. Your best friend.

Who stood here watching you all my life.

I know everything about you.

What you like...

How you smile lovingly...

And even the things that hurt you.

I knew them well so you can’t lie to me.

What you buried deep in your heart,

That you didn’t want him to know,

I already knew.

You loved him so dearly, so deeply.

That even my love could never shake your heart.

This happiness you seek in me,

Is never enough to sustain that smile I love so much.

He loved the word “Heaven”,

Only because it gives a perfect happiness vibe to him,

But what is a perfect happiness...

If not able to share it with the person you love.

Because his heaven isn’t completed without you in it.

How I knew you... I too knew him well.

I dare to tell you that he love you just as much.

So I’m telling you that everything will be better from now on.

These sacrifices you’re making, trying to make everyone happy.

Is the same sacrifice he’s making to make you happy.

So as I’m let you go, promise me one thing.

Find your heart... the love you’ve been longing for.

Even if you only had one chance,

Bravely go to him and ask for what your love.

And don’t regret it.

Safe Haven - For You, For Him... For them

She was someone... who meant the world in his life.

Even as she had passed on,

Her memory still lingers in his soul.

He loved her so dearly.

That even God couldn’t change his heart that easily.

It was hard for him to go like this.

Knowing him...

He’ll only try to hold it in as long as the world could stand still.

So she wrote you a letter...

With hopes that he’ll find someone like you to live up for,

Knowing you would be here in time of need.

She could only thank God for hearing her prayers,

To have you sent to him... to them.

She wanted to meet you... be with you in some ways,
Share with you her thoughts and understand your heart...

In hoping that you could loved him and her children just as she did.

It gives her the confidence knowing that you might just be what they needed.

Siapa awak di hati saya...?

Awak..

Ingat lagi soalan yang pernah awak tanya dahulu?

“Siapakah awak di hati saya...?”

Awak adalah cinta,

Cinta yang selalu saya dambakan...

Memang saya mencari kesempurnaan dalam diri awak,

Kesempurnaan yang kini saya lupa..

Lupa bahawa awak adalah cinta yang menyempurnyakan saya.

Bila saya lepaskan awak pergi...

Bila saya tinggalkan awak kesepian dan terluka,

Bila awak menagis sendirian di saat itu kerana saya...

Saya faham, Dan kini saya sedar...

Apa yang saya kehilangan, Saya terlah hilang...

Cinta yang selama ini saya mimpikan... ianya adalah awak.