Friday, October 11, 2013

My first crush...


That day... Our summer.
It begins when I start falling for you.
The words I had rearranged at the back of my mind.
Going through every detail on how it started.
Thoughts of how to let you know what I had felt.
Planning on how to make it a perfect confession.
Every minute being myself and moments with him,
They become so essentially beautiful. Still...
Summer is almost over.
It would have been great if I just took the courage,
Courage to walk right up to him and say it.
But I got scared. And more afraid...
When I heard that he would be leaving.
Leaving to achieve his dreams...
I refuse to say anything that could change his mind.
Instead my coward self encourage him to pursuit it.
He had always been the one with dreams as wide as the globe.
To roam the strange city and a set foot in places I only dream to have imagined.
But that is what I loved so much about him...
That summer when it ended...
My first love ended with me biding my goodbyes.
Of course I have some regrets...
But it’ll hurt more if I had force my feelings on him,
Him who had to leave... in order to live his dreams.

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