Cruel Love

Was it so bad that my first love was a mistake?

The whole world witnessed how I shattered from this mess.

The whole world knows that I tried to steal a man from a woman.

Married but unhappy...  is him.

And even as he confessed the truth,

As I shun him away... i gave my heart a space...

A space where greed soon overtook what was right making them all wrong.

I wanted to keep him to myself,

Tried to steal him away right under her nose in board daylight.

What can I say...? I was once that person, so desperate to be loved.

I paid the consequences with everything that valued in my life.

My passion for music that I cannot reach.

The parents I loved and adore whose heart I rip to pieces.

My heart that I had, pride and my self-respect...

I gave all that for a man whom can’t even love me with all his heart...

Worthless... How stupid of me.

While he continued to live, it was I who couldn’t move on.

Dragging me every minute and living lifelessly empty.

It not fair... that I was punished for a crime to love...