Tell me you’re regretting it.
Tell me you’re hurt.
I could tell by looking in your eyes,
The pain I inflicted to you.
You took all the pain for me.
You said I still have a tomorrow if as long you’re with me.
I did, and ever since,
I always want to have you here,
Sharing my tomorrow with me.
But all day long,
I watched you cry the same tears,
Because of what I did.
I remember I said that I’ll protect you.
But these words seem to only be empty words.
I saw you cry for my every action.
The burden you carried with me,
I know they are wearying you off.
I wouldn’t say I try my hardest.
Because no matter how hard I try,
Your crying face was what I saw in the end.
It’s not that I never tried to wipe those tears away,
I tried, but every time I stretch out my hand to grab yours,
You seem so far from me.
And someone else seems to catch you first.
I don’t blame him nor do I blame the distance.
But I blame myself for not being there first.
But now as I stood here.
Watching you cry this painful love out in his arm,
I’m certain, that I shouldn’t make you stay here with me.
Because as I admitted to the world to accept her love,
The decision alone alredy tell us both so much is lost.
I couldn’t live pretending to be that greatest wall for you,
I couldn’t even run to you when your heart starts breaking apart.
How can I have a tomorrow with you?
If all I ever given you was a tears and this heartbreaking love.
For the last time...
Accept this biggest pain I’m giving you now,
Telling you to let go, stop trying.
This ending would make us both give up.
Don’t try to change what I decide,
Because staying with you longer will only bring more unhappiness to us.
I rather we both cry for this last moment,
Instead of standing behind you watching you cry,
Which only cause my heart to break even more.
So leave now, I use this cruel method to hurt your heart.
So leave, leave before I become weak again.
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