Goodbye has finally arrived, what do they know.

Try, try just try...
Reach out your hands and place it on mine,
I’m standing here long enough waiting,
I always will be here waiting...
Even when you choose to turn away,
Even if you choose to leave first,
Just promise me you at least try,
To hold my hand even if it’s the last time.

If we were going our separate ways,
Even if we were force to leave,
This one last moment,
Promise me you’ll try your hardest to be here,
Before we move away from this love.
Try your best to keep this words,
Even when i knew you’re not good with promises.

Lets spent this one moment,
Praying that this will last,
So pray that time would stop moving even for a minute,
Pray that we both stay strong,
Removing all this pain,
Hiding all the tears,
And only using our heart to keep this moment forever.

As this minute comes to an end,
Take this time to look deep in each others eyes,
And tell ourselves,
This longing to love and beloved in return,
Let god knows we are pained by it,
So please take this longing away,
Because once this ends,
We can’t bear anymore pain of hurting ourselves as well as them.

We choose whom to love,
And how to love them in return.
We can say “ oh! We tried our best.”
But it’s just never enough.
We can’t be selfish,
Because if we both stay here and loved,
Others will be hurt by this torture.
We can’t hurt the world because we both loved.

Let it be, let it go...
It’s time we turn away,
Bring along this heavy weighted emotions.
And hide this pain well.
Since we both make the decision to leave it here,
Then we both must carry this pain.
Let all this go, forget it if we can,
But if we can’t, then hide them well.

For all we know, this secret.
This love, is ours to keep in the first place.
No one can take it away from us, not even them.
We choose what we are, what to love and what to let go.
So please give us the time and patience.
Because letting this love go is not easy .

What i understand about Us

The toughest love,

In the most difficult times...

It’s hard for me to say these words.

But I’ll say them anyway.

The only thing that would hurt me is you.

The only pain life could ever inflict to me,

Is knowing that I hurt you.

It’ll become unbearable.

So hurtful that I rather not live no more.

“I Love You.”

These are not empty words.

This is me telling you my life has only one love.

This love that I can and only will give for you to hold.

I’ll give you my heart.

Keep it safe with you all times.

Even if I went away,

I’ll come back the soonest I could...

Before you even could even miss me a minute long.

For every night, for every day...

I’ll be so close to you holding you,

Releasing my stress of missing you.

Even while watching you in front of my eyes.

I can never imagine my days away from you,

Even for one second,

Without brushing my fingers on your skin.

I could lose my mind.

give up my heart.. my love

This probably all I dream
When I wake up you’ll be back with me
I try to reassure my broken heart
You are walking further away from me
And I stand here
Crying watching you leave,
I feel sorry for myself
Even if I love again and meet someone else,
I can’t meet someone like you again
No matter how many times I say that and cry
I want to see your face
I really don’t like me this way,

If you really loved,
If you loved me
Turnaround once, even if it is while you’re leaving
This is one thing you need to know
Just listen to these words and then leave,
Even if you meet someone better,
Don’t forget me...
me here kneeling on the street,
Crying hard because i’m hurt.
You use to say i was like a gift, God sent to you.
One that makes you live again.
But when you kept saying “it’s all in the past”
All my effort seem such waste.
Did i waited this long to see the truth i should hear of three years ago?
But why when you hug me, the touch felt so warm.
That even those cold words you kept saying.
Felt like nothing as i heard them.
But if you really want me to go,
Then continue to hurt me, so i’ll give up.

Time.. i need them

Give me time.
Time to make my decisions right again,
Give me time,
Time to a mend my ways,
Give me time.
Time to put pieces of me back together.
Don’t rush me endlessly.
Let me take my time to patch my life again.
Or else I’ll always stay broken like this.

Give me time,
Time to start from the ground,
Where I fall countless of times.
Give me time,
Time to dream again.
Give me time,
Time to hope again.
Don’t put me down.
Help me by encouraging me.
Or else I would become worthless.

Give me time.
Time to love myself again,
Give me time.
Time to appreciate my strength in me
And accept my weakness
Give me time.
Time to endure this pain.
Don’t give up on me,
Hold on to me by keeping faith in me.
Or else I’ll loose myself...

I promise everyone this,
If you all would give me the time and this opportunity,
To have the courage to press the reset button in my life,
I promise I work twice as hard in finding myself,
As whom I was before I met her.
I know this time and chances are all given to me.
Please have patience with me.
I promise you this would be the last.

one Last

This one last,
Before we turn away and walk this road,
Leaving behind our lives,
The time we wasted trying to fix it,
The love we cannot savage after getting hurt.
Broken and un amendable heart was what left behind.
This one last,
Let’s spent this one moment,
Saying things we should have said,
While looking at each other,
And all those tears that kept falling.
Let us both wipe it away for each other.
Say it all before this last moment fades.
This one last,
Breaking this ties, Isn’t that hard,
The distance can only gets wider,
But the pain can only remain.
The hurtful lies we kept saying,
The thing we did to hurt each other,
Please take it away,
For this one very last time,
That we both stood here,
Take this guilt and hurtful lies away,
Take this pain and hid it well,
Until this one last time ends with the day,
Lets us both try our best.
To love this last times,
And leave it all behind when the sun set comes,
The night will come as we part to a different destination,
A place where there’s no you, and no me in it.
Then pain... will come again,
But the future will heal them.

Cinta.. biarkan lah...

Cinta.
Biarlah ia pergi...
Pergi meninggalkan segalanaya.
Sesuatu yang telah berakhir...
Berakhir dengan kenaggan manis.
Biar pun sepuluh tahun berlalu,
Kenaggan itu tetap ku simpan.
Biarlah ia menjadi rahsia.
Rahsia di hati....
Hanya hati ini akan tahu ertinya.

Cinta.
Biarlah ditinggalkan,
Di tinggalkan selamanya.
Segalah impian sudah musnah.
Bersama janji-janji kosong.
Jangan simpan harapan.
Harapan yang tak menjadi...
Kerana hanya hati yang terluka.
Terluka kerana perasaan ini.

Cinta.
Jangan pernah datang lagi.
Tinggalkan daku sendirian,
Sendirian menaggung sepi.
Hati ini dah tak tahan disakiti.
Kerana terlalu mengiginkan ia disisi...
Maka hati hancur berderai,
Kerana pertalian ini.
Semuanya berakhir di pinggir jalan.
Keadaan tak akan pulih seperti dulu.
Cinta.. oh cinta...
Aku rela melepaskannya pergi.

Er Chi's love goodbye

Tell me you’re regretting it.
Tell me you’re hurt.
I could tell by looking in your eyes,
The pain I inflicted to you.
You took all the pain for me.
You said I still have a tomorrow if as long you’re with me.
I did, and ever since,
I always want to have you here,
Sharing my tomorrow with me.
But all day long,
I watched you cry the same tears,
Because of what I did.
I remember I said that I’ll protect you.
But these words seem to only be empty words.
I saw you cry for my every action.
The burden you carried with me,
I know they are wearying you off.
I wouldn’t say I try my hardest.
Because no matter how hard I try,
Your crying face was what I saw in the end.
It’s not that I never tried to wipe those tears away,
I tried, but every time I stretch out my hand to grab yours,
You seem so far from me.
And someone else seems to catch you first.
I don’t blame him nor do I blame the distance.
But I blame myself for not being there first.
But now as I stood here.
Watching you cry this painful love out in his arm,
I’m certain, that I shouldn’t make you stay here with me.
Because as I admitted to the world to accept her love,
The decision alone alredy tell us both so much is lost.
I couldn’t live pretending to be that greatest wall for you,
I couldn’t even run to you when your heart starts breaking apart.
How can I have a tomorrow with you?
If all I ever given you was a tears and this heartbreaking love.
For the last time...
Accept this biggest pain I’m giving you now,
Telling you to let go, stop trying.
This ending would make us both give up.
Don’t try to change what I decide,
Because staying with you longer will only bring more unhappiness to us.
I rather we both cry for this last moment,
Instead of standing behind you watching you cry,
Which only cause my heart to break even more.
So leave now, I use this cruel method to hurt your heart.
So leave, leave before I become weak again.

Don't deny that hurts.

It’s not whether my heart hurts or yours.

When it comes to loving someone,

The best outcome is the happiness we attain from.

When love itself becomes hard for us,

Don’t deny the pain gets harder to bear.

It’s not about loving that makes it difficult,

But the denial in facing the truth about his or her heart,

That maybe... just maybe...

The one we love can never truly love us in return.

We can say the same words repeatedly,

But still we can never be so certain,

That the heart of another, we tried to hold so badly,

Is ours to keep.

Don’t hide the fact about the one you love,

With a love they had then is so strong,

Are you really sure this is alright for us all.

Have you ever tried to look through their eyes?

That tears so much for their love that already left.

The struggle they had to lie to themselves,

To keep them from holding back,

The word they kept saying,

Like everything had already ended.

Or the things they did for the others to be happy.

Don’t tell me things that you only say them for yourself,

Because while standing before you,

Hearing you speak those word,

Clearly tells me, you...

Your heart is almost broken.

Heavenly Forest - Love

It wasn’t too late to love her at all.
To love her first.
Is to live in her heart.
To breathe the same air,
To dream the same dream.
Even if she had to leave.
Even if she left with no reason.
I knew she needed to go to live, to love.
It was our first learning to love.
But what she gave me,
Was a dream that someday I know I’ll catch up with.
A memory that is short but,
A treasure I wouldn’t offer for anything to exchange.
Even if what we had was little.
But these little things,
They taught me to live with and without her,
To breathe when it becomes tough,
To love even when being hurt.
The way she loved me in her silence.
I felt it through the image,
That she capture and imprinted in her heart.
Now looking at them,
Gosh... I felt it.
The vibe of love that I missed so much.
Tracing back every moment of her life since the day she left.
I missed her, her little lies.
But now I know that she misses me just as much.

What he had to give... for love

He’s sacrificing again.

He already gave so much.

So much that it cause him his dreams, his love.

He given all he could to stay here, holding back.

While looking at you crying at someone else.

But all he ever got was a broken heart,

Another crying image of his love...

What can be more hurtful?

What can be more painful?

Another love you say would come.

But can he truly love another,

If his heart can only have you.

Still... he force himself,

Force a smile that has no emotion in it.

Force a laughter that holds no happiness in it.

How can he keep it all inside?

When he barely had enough strength to breath.

But still, look at him.

Do all the things to keep himself from crying out.

Clenching his fist and gripping the pain from within.

Closing the door to his heart and numbing this pain.

Look at him, at how he love someone whom he cannot love.

Deep inside he kept praying

“I’ll let you go, so Please promise me, you’ll always be happy.”