Sometime...

You give all you had in one breath...

You tried all you can in one breath...

But if you still choose to hold on longer...

Then try harder!

If its' somthing worth waiting for then give all you have. don't regret it.

Even when people don't understand your sacrifice...

Even when people don't know what you had to go through to be here.

Don't care about what people think!

Just know that you did your best.

Even when sometimes your best is never enough...

Being in a relationship is never easy.

People...

They say too many lies...

That even the truth is 1/2 a lie.

They think they know everything...

But the truth is...

A person heart is not easy to understand.

One can never fully love another without knowing,

what it means to love yourself.

Loving another starts from loving your self first.

Knowing yourself understanding your own heart...

These things is what you will never understand!

Remember this moment, Remember this pain...

Remember this moment…
Remember this pain…
I can’t do anything,
I can’t change anything…
This goodbye is all I have for now…
Don’t give me any reply,
Don’t accept anything from me...
Just remember these word “goodbye”.

You turn and left me there…
Your shadow slowly got further away.
Your fragrant slowly slip away from my touch.
I began to move on from here…
I slowly learn to let you go…
I won’t be fooled again.
This love that I tried to keep…
Was nothing but a sin.

Remember this moment…
Remember this pain…
I’ll never truly forget about us…
I never truly remove you from me.
But you pushed me aside…
I watch you running to her even when I’m there by your side.
Don’t try to deny the truth.
Don’t try to lie about the lies...
Just remember this word “forgive”.

Even when it’s hard to pretend.
Watch me do it so calmly in front of you.
I’ll try hiding my sadness,
I’ll try lying for once this time…
I cannot let you see me cry,
Or see my heart broke because I choose to love.
I can’t look at you in the face anymore.
I’ll just keep my head down.
With no more words to truthfully describe my pain…

Remember this moment…
Remember this pain…
You said those words too easily.
Like you’re used to this break up.
You may not get this painful scar.
And you may live happily.
But those words… oh those words
Sounded half a “lie” from your lips.

All this are some hurtful thing we did,
Where did we go wrong?
Did we not love enough to prevent this pain?
This painful moment please go away.
Go before I became empty.
Leave before I break apart.
Disappear before I loose myself.
Give me all the pain,
Take only the beautiful memory with you
I rather you leave now...
So I can start over.

Remember this moment…
Remember this pain…
I’ll set you free to the one who love you so.
I’ll keep my prayer for you in my heart.
I will not force love that I cannot have.
I will not regret this decision I’ve made…
Even when I’ll get scared in my heart…
I still choose to release you from this pain…
Just remember these last words… “Sacrifice”
From me to you...

My betrayal..

Don’t forgive me…
Just hate me more….
Let me go… throw me away,
Don’t try to hold me back…
You shouldn’t be hurt by someone like me.
I’m not worthy of your love.
I cannot stop myself from running to him.
This betrayal is too much for you to take.
No matter what happen my heart can’t change.
I cannot pretend and lie to love…
I cannot hide and run away from my own heart…
Please don’t blame yourself for my mistakes…
Don’t try to love me anymore.
Just let me go.

I know I’m the worst.

I ‘m horrible, I’m so cruel…

It’s so bad of me to love you then.

It’s painful when I left you there suddenly.

But I cannot stay with you anymore…

Even when I hate myself for trying to love you…

I’m hating myself more for giving you hope.

I should have left first…

Let go of you before he came back.

So at least this love will not come with such painful ending…

This betrayal from me is too hurtful for you.

Don’t love me anymore…

Just hate me all your life…

Let me go, Erase me from your heart…

You deserve someone better then me.

You don’t have to be hurt by my existence.
I’ll be punished for my sins.
Only a fool is stupid enough to hurt you.
That idiot is me…
I can’t forgive myself so should you…
Don’t forget the pain I’ve left you…
Use it to hurt me, take your revenge…
Don’t be fool by my tearing eyes no more…
Hate me all your life.
Wound me and break me apart… the way I did to you.
Then throw me away like I did.
Don’t try to accept me anymore.
Don’t try to hope from me anymore…

I can’t come back to you…

My heart will always run to him…

I can’t do without him here…

Accept this as my betrayal towards you…
Something you don’t deserve to go through.
Even when I'll regret it later…
Letting someone like you go,
When I already know I can never meet someone quit like you …
Let me regret it all my life…
Don’t forgive me anymore…
Throw me far away from your heart.
I don’t deserve to be love by you…