Monday, April 14, 2014

Ugly Alert... Ju Yeong little heart.

I need to shield him,
I promised you, I’ll save him from this pain.
But to do so... I must first hurt him.
I’ll break him up and hurt him first then hopefully,
Praying hard that time will slow down this torture for him.
I cannot let him live in the past that will consistently shadow him,
So if I want him to be happy and free,
I’ll take all this, everything that could hurt and worries him,
Everything that he’s guilty of... plus everything there is,
Swallow it in and erase it as I leave him.
I need to be stronger on my own.
But don’t you dare say I didn’t love him,
I did... I loved him so much that hurting him...
Is breaking my soul more that I think dying is better.
If you knew what I exchange this heart for,
I did so he could be free, so he could be happy, for him,
Is this not enough to tell you, I love him so much?

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Decades of love...

A love that knows no time,
Many decades went by yet the love still survives.
A distance that separated two hearts.
Can you imagine that much of love hidden inside,
Waiting to burst out openly.
His love was the only tale with no ending,
A journey that takes him places away yet closer to her.
He loved her with his every heartbeat,
The longing that shaken him throughout this lonely times,
Only strengthen what was told to have lost.
Their wait will take a lifetime to make up the lost,
Yet I believe even as they were far apart...
Each heart beat will tell you how their love,
 Have deepened over the years.
If I had a chance to love,
I hope my love story is one that i could be proud of,
It doesn’t need anything special,
Just a simple love with you and me loving sincerely.