I wish it was as easy as breathing, but no...
It’s harder when you love someone more.
I wanted him to love me more then I did.
But as time goes by...
I was indulging in a fantasy alone...
Love is so cruel...
He was the best thing that I had.
Yet the deepest scar was awarded to me by him...
Someone I loved more than my own life.
You can’t imagine how badly I was wounded...
I couldn’t cry for days...
I just took the pain and numb it till my spine can’t feel anymore.
I don’t know which is worst...
Watching him go to someone else, or
Him telling me he didn’t love me anymore!
Love is just the cruellest.
I wanted to hate him so much,
Then I just can’t bring myself to.
I watched him kill me slowly as he left me by myself that day.
And as days went by...
This tormenting pain literally split my soul apart.
I wished I had just died.
