Friday, July 12, 2013

She Cried...

She cried... again.
I know how much she misses him.
I know how all this is making her all drained out.
But she needs to get through this lost.
Her heart isn’t strong but I know she’s brave.
It’ll hurt now and someday I hope it’ll get better.
I promised him I’ll look after her.
But please help her notice me.
I waited long... long enough for her.
I didn’t want to force her but at least try...
If you...God... had made one for another,
I pray that fate has written her in it for me.
So at least I know this waiting will eventually comes to an ending.
And if she’s not for me...
At least give her someone whom is capable enough to love her...
As how she deserved to be loved... even if not by me.
Today she cried ... again.
Because I told her how I felt...
And all she did was apologised...

... How she could never return my feelings back.

Monday, July 1, 2013

99 Kali Rindu... - part 1

Biarpun dia diam.. Nafasnya berbicara.
Bicaralah dengan hati,
Nescaya ia akan jatuh ke hati.

Kita boleh mengakatakan cinta,
Tapi ianya tak sepenting bukti sebenar cinta.
Bukti sebenar cinta itu apabila...
Kita menghargai orang yang kita cintai dengan perbuatan.
Agar... Dia rasa terselamat dan terhormat.
Contohnya...
Di saat kita ingin melepaskan seseorang,
Ingatlah saat kita ingin mendapatkanya dahulu.
Di saat kita... tidak menrindukanya,... Ingatlah,
Saat kali pertama kita melafazkan cinta padanya.
Di saat kita mulai bosan dengannya,.. Ingatlah,
Saat – saat indah kita bersamanya.

Untuk hati yang masih menanti,..
Menantilah dengan cinta.
Cinta yang akan membuatmu menerima...
Apa jua kehendak Tuhan kelak.
Tanpa kita sedar,..
Cintamu kepadanya akan membuatkan penantian itu...
Sesuatu yang tidak sia – sia.
Kesakitan boleh saja terubat...
Dengan mendengar kata –kata hikmah.