I will... Forget you...

I’ll probably won’t forget you today,
But someday I know I will forget you.
I’ll never see you again,
I don’t even know who you are,
We never will walk pass each other.
I’ll be doing fine later.
I’ve forgotten everything.
I’m happy with what my life has now,
I’ll meet a great person someday,
Love is always like this,
It fades away after some time,
Can’t even remember it being here,
When your love had gone...leaving me,
Another kind of love will come again.
It’ll definitely be better than before,
Even if it hurts now... our heart,
It’ll heal slowly later.
I’ll make living better for us both,
Giving my heart a chance to patch up the broken piece,
Smile the most generous smile from my heart,
I’ll learn to wipe my own tears again,
Become stronger now than I ever was,
I’ll let you go, leaving your memories here.
I will forget you afterwards,
When your love had gone... leaving me
Another kind of love will come again.
I know it’ll be so much better than before,
Even if it hurts now... our heart,
It’ll heal slowly later,
It’ll be forgotten,
I will forget you...

If it’s your heart I love,
Then forgive me for not perusing it any longer,
It wasn’t easy to forget your first love,
But since I was always one step behind you,
Somehow looking at the reflection of you,
I slowly understand,
That love is not keeping it in my arms,
In my case, I’m letting it go.
It’s my way of loving you.
I can’t fix your heart just by standing there.
I understand that while loving you.
I cannot force you to accept me,
But if I wish to love you,
I must set it free to where God destine your heart to be,
I may cry now, get hurt and even regret this,
But like I once say when I return you that chain,
“I’m going to do as you told me to,
I wouldn’t care if you are hurt,
I wouldn’t be standing behind you anymore,
I’ll stop looking at you,
I’ll forget you, I don’t love you anymore.”
I must not hold on to you any longer,
I get it now,
So my first love... this is goodbye.
Love is like this,
The feeling will fade away,
Another love will come and although imp not certain,
If I could love someone else....
Somewhere out there someone else is destine to be with me too.

Among the Crowd...

Among the crowd...
While you strum your guitar so soullessly,
To the music that occupied the room through the speakers,
The emotion you had on your face gave away...
All the painful feelings you tried so hard to hide away.
Something she said that hurt your pride as a man,
You loved her dearly yet all she did...
Was only tore apart your heart even more...
I was among that crowd,
Watched you get hurt and still stood there,
So emotionless before your beloved.
The tears you dare not cry,
I was there behind you crying for you.
It scares me the most watching you stare at your beloved,
While she run to her most loved person in front of you.
I tried to comfort you even while bearing you the truth,
That I wished you had seen with your eyes... in the end,
It’s your words that rub salt on my wounded heart.
I didn’t stand before you hoping you return my love,
But I wanted you to understand that I know what it was like...
When the person you love the most can never love you back.
My intention was innocence.
But you just hurt me deeper with your pain...
Somehow it wasn’t my love I wanted you to see...
But me being here by your side,
Is what I prayed on for you to soon realise...
I’m here waiting... not as someone who love you,
But as a friend.

Thank You for the Broken Heart

Love... oh sweet love
Sometimes I wish to understand,
Why I cannot held it longer,
Why love can easily change to another chapter call hurt,
Why love becomes a betrayal between us,
I want to know the reason to your heart the most.
Thank you for the broken heart.
After spending a night crying in pain,
Watching the clock turn clockwise non-stop.
My senses finally woke up,
Realising how my heart cannot stay here... waiting,
I got to numb it from within or I might just stumble and fall all over again.
Leaving me from nothing to emptiness.
Thank you for the broken heart.
You taught me first to love,
You taught me everything I need to know,
Even the way to console and reject was taught to me,
But you never taught me about hurt and pain,
I only learn them recently... by your action.
But the most unbearable gift you left me,
Only hurt my soul the most.
Thank you for the broken heart,
I’m glad I’m through this,
Standing here forever stronger then before...
It may took me a while to pick the pieces,
But with new love that came knocking on my doors,
I’m glad that it came by to heal me slowly.
Allowing me to forget all the permanent damage you left...
So thank you for the broken heart....
If I never knew you,
I never would understand what true love truly feels like...