I can't let you go even if i die....

Even though I’m young…
The pain remains the same.
Even when I don’t know the world that well…
But that doesn’t mean I don’t know pain.
Why must you lie by saying it’ll be okay?
My heart that’s hurt like this,
How can it heal easily?
How can you leave before I got better?
How will I live without you?
That is why I…

I can’t let you go even if I die.
How can I let you go?
If you’re going to go,
If you’re going to leave,
Repair my heart,
So I can live without pain,
If you don’t,
I can’t live at all.
I can’t let you go even if I die.

No matter how much you push me away,
I will hold you until the end,
So you can’t go anywhere else.
If you’re really going to go,
Lie to me.
Say that the “break up” word was a joke.
Say that “We’ll meet tomorrow.”
Then smile at me as you turn away.
Otherwise I….

I can’t let you go even when I die.
How do I do it?
When right here,
Watching you turn away…
Leaves me emptiness.
My heart is bleeding, crying painfully.
It’s calling you… don’t go.
“Come back my love.”
I can’t let you go even if I die.

We spent all that time together.
How will I live on my own now?
I can’t live like that… I can’t,
I can’t let you go,
I really can’t let you go…
Even if I die…

When Tomorrow comes

When tomorrow comes,
You will be leaving.
When tomorrow comes,
You’ll let my hand go.
When tomorrow comes,
I will let you go.

It’s not that we never tried to hold on.
We did... all we could.
But time and people changed.
So we were drag down to change as well.
We tried to keep our feelings pure.
But no matter what we did...
We both got hurt too easily.

When tomorrow comes,
I’ll be on my way.
When tomorrow comes,
I’ll stop holding on.
When tomorrow comes,
You wouldn’t be here anymore.

It’s the truth I must come face with.
That even as i had no choice,
I must force my heart to accept what fate says about us.
Even when certain feeling may not change.
You couldn’t remember me then.
And i spent these few years searching for you.
But now i should stop here.

When tomorrow comes,
We both shall let love pass by us.
When tomorrow comes,
We shall turn away and not look back.
When tomorrow comes,
We shall wish each other goodbye.

In a while more tomorrow shall come...

Go

How do you walk away from someone you love

And take the road of friend;

Can you reroute the course you have taken

And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you goBut inside me I know I must;

The times we've loved . . .

the times you've leftMy heart says stay . . .

but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together

Laughter . . .

fun times . . .

tears;

Yet sometimes we can't turn back time

We must walk away,

and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soulmate you will find;

I know we each have one out there

Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you

May God's best come your way;

And on some quiet tomorrow

You will realize things were better this way.

The rain

The rain…
I wore a mask that holds many secrets,
But when it rains…
It washes away my mask,
That I always hide behind.

In the rain…
I saw myself, my own heart.
I watched how it loved and hate to survive,
And how it hurt and shattered broken apart.
I saw myself crying hard, screaming so loud…
But still no one could hear me so.

In the rain…
As it slowly unmasked my identity,
I hear a voice in the midst of being broken.
A sign of hope telling me…
To keep going strong and not be afraid of my identity.
Every cold drop from the rain,
Slowly but surely comfort this empty heart of mine.

In the rain…
Where many truth are bare opened.
I realised that this pain will slowly disappear.
As each drop of the rain begins to weight me down like a burden,
I’m not afraid to suffer anymore.

In the rain…
Where beautiful miracle happens,
Only when it stopped raining.
The sun begins to shine,
With warmth that fills my heart,
And gradually carries my burden away.
Then the rainbow will come.
Which symbolised new beginnings.
To lead me through a fresh start.